Semi Grey Birthday

So, this is my greeting card that I get from myself, Hahahaha...
Yaiy.. Happy Birthday for me,,, make a wish,, blow the candle.. horray,,,!!!



Yups,, semi grey birthday, maybe you can guess why I saying like that. Today is my birthday. As I get older, i'm getting closer to smell of soil (some people say that to say death). #haih, why i'm so serious now..??

Leave a topic about death, move on to today's event. First of all, I was shocked when I got the first message that I get from unpredictable people. He sent me message on midnight, exactly midnight. Maybe he thought that at that time is my birthday, but he was wrong. My birthday is indeed 2nd March, but not at midnight. I was born at 10 pm. So, when I am writing this post, I will have been 19 years. Ckckck, make surprise, sometime doesn't think before doing yah...

The second thing that happen is I've got stomachache, diarrhea and vomiting in my birthday.. Ouch,, it's so torture me. I've planning to go dinner with my family tonight, but It was canceled coz of my disease and something unpredictable thing that my father have disease like me. Ckckck, same fate same mortage, hahaha. :D. I just can stay at home, I don't want to go anywhere, except pick my brother up from school, coz that's my job. And Fortunately, today I don't have lecture, so I can stay home longer, with sleep, take a rest, try to eat something (I don't have appetite today), try to help my mom to do household (I don't enough energy to do all thing actually), and.. yahh.. do something beside just sleep. #am I look to diligent?

The third is that before this day, I wished that no one remember my birthday, so I can write about really grey birthday for this blog, but Allah didn't realize my wish, so He remind some people about my birthday. Alhamdullillah and Astaghfirullah. I say Alhamdulillah (mean: All Praises to Allah), coz fortunately i've some people who remember my birthday. And I say @staghfirullah (mean: Please Forgive me, Allah), coz I'm not a people who never care about somebody so I won't give something to them. Some of my friend ask me for a treats and... I'll give it, yeah, although not all of them, hehehe.. (I don't have enough money to treat them, hehehe...)

The forth is that my someone special didn't give me birthday greeting till now, hiks.. hiks.. #sad.

So, that's all, I don't want to be more sad. I just wish that on my later life, I'll be better, get better, can do better, and anything is gonna be better. Wish me all the best,, Amin

Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional. ~Chili Davis